4.04.2010

Contemplation on Easter

Let's start with a quote on my mind these past few days. This is typically referred to as the Lewis Trilemma by apologists and critics:

"I am trying here to prevent anyone saying the really foolish thing that people often say about Him: I’m ready to accept Jesus as a great moral teacher, but I don’t accept his claim to be God. That is the one thing we must not say. A man who was merely a man and said the sort of things Jesus said would not be a great moral teacher. He would either be a lunatic — on the level with the man who says he is a poached egg — or else he would be the Devil of Hell. You must make your choice. Either this man was, and is, the Son of God, or else a madman or something worse. You can shut him up for a fool, you can spit at him and kill him as a demon or you can fall at his feet and call him Lord and God, but let us not come with any patronising nonsense about his being a great human teacher. He has not left that open to us. He did not intend to. ... Now it seems to me obvious that He was neither a lunatic nor a fiend: and consequently, however strange or terrifying or unlikely it may seem, I have to accept the view that He was and is God." - C.S. Lewis, Mere Christianity

With that stated, I think it would be wise for me to point out the other alternative one might possibly apply to the person of Jesus Christ...that he didn't exist at all (or perhaps, just not in the way the Bible describes him). We will call this an error in the historical record.

So it is true, that at least based on the biblical account of Christ we can not infer that he was only some great moral teacher. Within the pages of scripture alone, we do only have those two choices. Of course, the people in Jesus' day who were familiar with scripture faced those very same choices, and as the history presented in the Bible will show us, many people felt quite sure that Jesus was nothing but a liar and/or a madman...certainly not God Incarnate as Jesus had claimed.

What I'd rather spend time discussing is the perspective of most people that could be affected by a consideration of the person of Jesus. And that perspective leads us straight out of the Bible. You see, the Bible is not a Holy Book or useful historical record to people who do not believe the contents of it's pages. In fact, a historical record is only useful to modern people insofar as it can be proven to be reliable.

So the question for a non-Christian person to start with would best be stated as "how do I know that this book even comes close to accurately recording the existence or activities of Jesus, a history dated nearly 2,000 years ago?"

If I found a series of letters claiming to be written by Abraham Lincoln that appeared to me to be in his own handwriting, I seriously doubt that the Smithsonian Museum would immediately place them on display. More likely, they would have a handful of experts inspect them, compare with the content and style of known samples and then come to a conclusion regarding the veracity of my find. The human mind does more or less the same thing every time we are presented with a new piece of information, whether spoken or written.

It is because of this natural human thought process that the Bible cannot be presented as fact without reason to people who do not believe. Of course, I should point out that this very same kind of logic permeates every house of education in the world. We are taught many things in school - history class, in this case - that are not fully substantiated, primarily in consideration for the small amount of time we have to learn everything as we are going through school. For instance, your average person - myself included - could not tell you today what the exact evidence is that proves the existence of Genghis Khan. Did we find letters, stories, oral history, statues? And if so, did it all prove his existence as a person, or have we misinterpreted legend as fact over these last 800 or so years? Was he really just a scary story told to kids around a campfire?

Nonetheless, most people wouldn't spend any serious amount of time trying to convince anyone that he did not exist. The point I'm trying to make is that through the course of our learning, we have all come to just simply accept some things as true without necessarily trying to find out any further substantiating evidence. Was Genghis Khan real? Sure...er, I dunno...um, yes. Of course he was. Sure. Right...? I'm sure there's evidence, I just, uh, don't...really know right now.

Jesus, however, is different in that billions of people have claimed Him for their salvation from sin. Because of that, and because it requires a good Christian to encourage others to adopt the same belief, it becomes of the utmost importance that strong evidence be provided.

And unfortunately, this is the part of my blog where I let everyone down. See, I don't have strong enough evidence to convince some people of what I believe to be true based upon my own studies. Others, however, would probably be more than satisfied by the evidence I could place on the table. Likewise, it has taken me an awful long time to get to where I am in my understanding of my own Christian faith, so it can be a bit overwhelming when I consider to undertake this type of conversation with someone who does not believe as I do.

You see, there is a certain element of faith to this, as their is in so many things. We of course did put our faith in the education system when we accepted that Ghengis Khan was ever a real person without full substantiating evidence. But with the claimed person of Jesus being so much bigger than just a historical record, it is all the more important that we - that I - be prepared for the questions that come with this territory we occupy.

So my words tonight exist as a challenge...to me, to a fellow believer, and even to those who have doubts however severe - consider all that you can about His existence, the things that are written about Him and the things people claim about Him. Consider how it could ever be true, and undertake a full study on all you can find about Jesus Christ. If you do this, I believe you will become a more convicted believer and a wonderful asset in helping your fellow man. If you currently do not believe any thing written about Jesus, you may not ever find the truth that I claim, but I think you will at least understand a little better what it is that binds someone like myself to this person who walked on the Earth nearly 2,000 years ago.


POSTSCRIPT

As a side thought, I would like to point out that C.S. Lewis himself came to be a believer in Christ following an extended period of his life that he had claimed to be an atheist (not believing in any sort of God). Lewis undertook a study of Christianity in particular to see if he could come up with a solid set of proofs against the logic of believers in Christ. As history well records, he became instead one of the more influential Christian writers in the 2nd half of this past century. Take that to mean whatever you wish, but understand that it is difficult for anyone to undertake any serious study of the person of Christ and remain totally ambivalent about his existence on either side of faith.

12.30.2009

Christmas, New Year's, etc.

Random thoughts from Christmas and New Year's, now and in the past...

Hrm, let's start with the past, and hey, let's start with a bad memory, shall we?

Did you ever doing something you regret, years in the past, and then even just thinking about it makes you annoyed, angry...or even just laugh?

Well, I have a sort of laugh moment. It was Christmas...I think it was either 1998 or 1999. Peachtree City United Methodist Church. We had been working on a Christmas music program. We had a full orchestra assembled and performed a few services and then Christmas Eve services as well. I was tasked with solo singing what I consider to be one of the nicer Christmas songs, "I Heard the Bells on Christmas Day." It really is a beautiful song. I was REALLY excited about it. However, I was at somewhat of a vocal intersection in my life, as my voice had started stabilizing (men's voices don't really "set" until around age 17-25) but I had not really adjusted to it quite yet.

And if you know the song, you know there is a big build in the final verse with a high note that while not impossible to reach (unlike the high note in "O Holy Night") is still rather difficult to hold for your average tenor voice. And to make it worse, the build halts on the high note, then softens immediately into the end of the song. So I've got to belt out this high note, hold it and wait for the director to continue, and immediately go into falsetto for 4 notes and then back into modal (normal) register for the the final 4 notes.

Seriously, if I had the chance to go back and reverse it, I would tell the director - straight up - I'm not going to sing this song. Why? I'll tell you why...

BECAUSE...well, because I totally blew this in ALL 3 PERFORMANCES of the song. I sang 95% of the song perfectly, everything but the 5% of the song everyone waits to hear. I had to basically scream the high note to get it out, and then my falsetto cracked like a 13 year old boy. The final 4 notes of the song were a goner, too, because each time my voice was shaking from the vocal failure I had unleashed on the high note and falsetto.

After each performance, I did a couple of practice runs to fine tune it, but nonetheless, at the successive performances, as if on cue, I did the exact same thing.

If I could have dissappeared behind stage immediately afterward it might have helped my embarassment. But NO...we had to immediately go right into "Sleigh Ride" as if nothing had happened. Sheesh....

So every time I think of that moment now, I have an instant feeling of "holy CRAP...what was I thinking?!?!???" and then I quickly just transition to laughing about it, about how funny it is to sing a song you really like and then to really blow it in front of a huge church audience at the peak of the emotional build, ruining the song immediately. I guess it would have been an even funnier memory if it had been SOMEONE ELSE beside me.

It probably goes without saying that the director didn't ask me to do anymore solos ever again.

Moving along....

This Christmas was a lot of fun. Caleb got some great gifts from Santa Claus (how cool is that?). We did our Christmas here in Dacula a few days in advance as we spent the holiday down in Your Favorite Town with our families. It's really a lot of fun watching him play with toys, and get super excited when he sees all his stuff laid out for him. And this is just the beginning...next few years are prime-time Santa years. I think it's just the greatest thing right now. I'll detail more about it in Caleb's blog sometime in the next few days.

Another funny Christmas memory from the past...

My brother Michael was about 11 or 12 years old I think. He had asked for a drum set for Christmas. That's all he asked for...no candy, no toys, no anything. And as Christmas approached, somehow he got the idea that there was zero chance of him getting his wish. On Christmas morning, he decided he just flat was NOT going to get up and go downstairs to see his Christmas gifts, because he knew there was no drum set down there waiting for him.

At least that's what he thought. But when the rest of us went down there and saw it sitting there waiting for him, we all tried to cajole him into getting up. No dice. BUT...when someone banged on a cymbal and a drum, he practically teleported into the room. Now THAT is a Christmas surprise if I ever saw one. And oh boy, was he bad at playing on that drum set. At least he got Grandma and Grandpa up (their room was about 10 feet away from the drum set). He eventually got better, but that morning he was probably one of the most enthusiastically horrible drummers I've ever seen.

I'm sure his memory of that morning is a little different, probably just "OMG OMG! A DRUM SET! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!"

A few years later, that drum set was victim of a flood in our basement, but it still sounded okay after that.

And let's not forget New Year's Eve...

Our semi-new tradition is spending New Year's Eve with Andy and Abby. We've probably done it for 4 or 5 years now (except last year, which will always be fondly remembered as the diarrhea/vomiting New Year's Eve in my household).

It's getting more complicated though...kids, dogs, so on and so on. It's nice, though, not going out anywhere and just playing games with some friends all night. We got a bunch of new Wii games for Christmas this year, gonna have to try them out tomorrow night.

Hope you all had a great Christmas, and have a Happy New Year!

12.16.2009

Awww...nuts.

Random thoughts about something from a month ago...

So a few days after my birthday last month, there was this scare here at our house. Without getting into the details too much, I can say that it occurred to me that something wasn't quite right, physically speaking. And after about a half a day's consideration (and no shortage of just flat-out fear, to be honest) I finally called a doctor and made an appointment.

And again, dispensing with the details, I got forwarded from this initial doctor's visit along to another place to get some more information about the possible problem.

You see, something wasn't quite right about one of my twin boys, the beans, nuts...well...plenty of names for them. My immediate thought was "cancer" because so little else ever happens with those things, at least not anything you hear too much about. And there was definitely something there, just didn't quite know what it was yet.

Well I'll relieve any of you holding your breath at this point by saying that the doctors ruled out cancer. Good news. Great news, really.

But of course, it naturally got me into thinking...what if? You know, I've not had any major medical issue in my life. I broke my wrist once in 5th grade, but that's the only other time outside of being born that I had to spend any extended amount of time in the care of a doctor.

But all of a sudden, I'm thinking that something could happen to me. And really, I guess I never figured anything could. Not that I've always felt "invincible," just that I didn't think I had a target on me.

For those of you just hearing about this little episode for the first time, particularly those who might have expected to hear something about it from me personally rather than an Internet posting...well, I guess it's just not a real comfortable thing to talk about in the first place. In the second, I didn't like that moment of mortality that I felt, and perhaps reliving that brief emotion is just a little more than I wanted to deal with at the time.

For a whole 3 days while we waited for the doctors to give a final assessment, I kept finding myself occasionally distracted by thoughts...what would I do? What could I do? How do I have time to deal with something like this? Thankfully, I'm not in a position to consider such questions now, but the main takeaway for me has been a little bit more compassion for the multitudes of people around me and elsewhere who have found something like this becoming a major part of their life.

Oh, and about the actual problem...well, the doctors didn't figure out exactly what it is, just what it isn't. They ran some (extremely uncomfortable) tests, but in the end they prescribed me some medication and said it would probably not be an issue. So far it has proven to be true. Very happy about that one.

10.15.2009

I had an accident

So I'm driving into Atlanta on Monday for the weekly Touchdown Club of Atlanta meeting. Tons of rain, traffic everywhere, slow going for the most part.

Caleb is normally in the car (drop off with grandma) but since it's Columbus Day, Hilary is at home and Caleb stays there for the day.

Driving our new(-er) car, the Saturn. Heading south on I-85, just a mile or so north of Spaghetti Junction. In one of the far left lanes.

Traffic in the right lanes is nearly stopped due to accident backing people up trying to access I-285. Guy driving a truck in the lane to my right decides my lane is moving quite quickly, decides to enter it in front of me. Tries to, anyway.

Slamming on the brakes, my car stops and gives his truck a big, fat high-five.

No airbags, no OnStar...not really a major accident. Just enough impact to freak everyone out and cause (what turns out to be) about $2,500 in damage to my car. Don't know about his car's damage. Don't know how much his citation ends up costing, either.

We get over, get out in the pouring rain in a flooded out emergency lane and trade insurance (yes, he has insurance!) and generally check everything out. Nobody's hurt (his kid in the car with him is okay, too). Police are called, arrive, assess and write up the report.

The guy is nice enough, very apologetic. Grateful for a nice guy hitting me.

Grateful for the nice part, not the hitting part.

His insurance company sets me up with the repairs and a rental car. Rental is set to be a comparable vehicle to my Saturn (an SUV). It's a 2010 Ford Edge. Nice enough car, but as it turns out, the interior and storage isn't really much more than our Toyota Corrolla. Considering a trade up in the next day or two.

Thankful for:
  • No injuries
  • Caleb not in the car
  • Guy has insurance!
  • Hilary telling me to drive the SUV (otherwise, I'd have been in the Corolla, and probably would have wound up underneath this guy's truck tires, assuming I could have even used the brakes with all my equipment loading down the car)
  • Not my fault
  • Having the awareness to not swerve around this guy into the lane to my left, where I would have been the one causing an accident
  • Free rental
  • Did I mention no injuries?
Told that the repairs would take a couple of weeks, will get my car back around November 2nd.

Hrm...definitely going to want to trade up to a bigger car.

10.07.2009

Fall is Autumn is Fall

Cut to the chase....random thoughts on the seasons (and the current season)

I hear a lot of people say fall is their favorite time of year. When it's fall.

When it's spring/summer/winter, I hear the same thing (well, maybe not so much with winter). I enjoy all the seasons for what they are, but if I was asked to prioritize, it would be in this order:
  1. Summer
  2. Fall
  3. Winter
  4. Spring
So I know you're already calling B.S. on me, which is good, I probably deserve it most of the time.

BUT!

...I'm serious, winter is better than spring for me. Some pros/cons between winter and spring...

Winter - PROS
  • Christmas time
  • A chance of snow, which means a chance of not being able to leave the house or do anything (which can be refreshing)
  • Getting to use the nice coats for a few weeks before they get mothballed again
  • Family time, LOTS of family time during the winter months
  • No yard work
Spring - PROS
  • Warmer weather
  • Pretty flowers
...and that's really it for me on spring. As for the cons...

Winter - CONS
  • Cold...I mean, C-O-L-D. Even our mild Georgia winters are too much for me. Gimme the heat
  • Lack of physical activity, sports (football's over, and basketball does nothing for me)
Spring - CONS
  • Pollen
  • Yard work
  • House cleaning
  • Pollen
  • POLLEN!!
  • YARD WORK!!!!
I think I've made my point.

But fall is now, fall is special. Pumpkins, leaves, football, Oktoberfest, camping, festivals, carnivals...plenty of things going on all the way into Thanksgiving, America's biggest food holiday.

Never mind that fall is when I tend to have the most business. For 2-3 years now, I've had limited business in the first half of the year and blowouts all during the fall months. Dunno why, but I guess there's something to be said about consistency.

Football...not a special year if you're a UGA fan like me. No matter, can't win 'em all, and even thought they're not one of the top games in the country this year, they're still playing good football. And even a bad day of football beats a day of working.

Oh yeah, since I never update my blog anymore, I should mention this....Hilary and I paid a visit to the bro-in-law Blake up in Chicago over the Labor Day weekend. Never been to Chicago before, but really a very nice town. Probably the nicest big metropolis style city you'll ever see. Makes it all the more interesting as to why Rio de Janeiro picked up the 2016 Olympics over Chicago. From what I know of Rio, it is everything that Chicago isn't (and I don't mean that in a good way). Not to be down on Rio, but it seemed like a strange choice. Guess we'll see how it plays out in about 7 years.

But Chicago...great town. Apparently every restaurant recommendation there is made based on whether or not President Obama has eaten there. Ask for a good pizza place, you'll be told about a place and then "...and Obama always eats there." Guess that's how it rolls when the POTUS is a hometown man.

Probably went the same way when Carter was in office and all those people went to tour Albany, GA. Oh, wait.....probably not.

Caleb is getting big. He's in like the 89th percentile on height. Runs everywhere, walks only when asked. Best part of it all....whenever he sees something red and black, or sees a UGA "G" logo, or really even a large G of any kind, he says "Georgia." Love it, now we gotta work on his passing skills.

Goodbye.